another 6 more hours to meet the lover
last year when i went to sabah to meet her,
my father asked: Why are you going to Sabah for that long, for one week?
i told: compared to other people, i spend more time with you dad, more than i spent with her
and he smiled and said “OK!”
the fact:
8 years 9 months of duration
1600km of distance
2 hours 20 minutes of Boeing 737 flight or 2 hours 30 minutes of Airbus 320 flight
14 months since last meeting
another 6 hours for next meeting
i’m getting super nervous before every meeting
one prominent sign that i am super nervous even without those anxiety symptoms is:
The detailed scrutinized planning i lay out for the 2 days activity. and keep checking and thinking whether it is precise or not
Counting and estimating time of travel between places of interest.
Making a list and calculating estimated cost
Do i look that paranoid?
huuuuh, i am so nervous.
Oh my lover, come and meet me in another 6 hours!
i’ve been waiting for 14 months, i’m sure i can wait another 6 hours!
My Best Friend’s Wedding
It was 11 years ago when i met him,
Our Butterfly effect was when i came to him and greet him: “Kelas sama, dorm sama, masuk pun sama!”.
It was the first instance i could think of the first time i meet him,
It was during March of the year 1998.
What went on after that was none of that i could ever imagine at that time, in 1998.
Befriended him, and going through the years of boarding school together for 5 years is magnificent.
Boring boarding school became such a wonderful journey filled with memories.
Knowing him, with all our playful life at that time, were the joy of that time,
with crack of jokes, moment of madness of being caught by the warden,
“fly” from school, every wednesday is a movie day at GSC seremban,
and every thursday night is a Nasi Lemak eating day at 12 midnight.
and a thousands more stories of our time together.
Between me and him, i was the first to have a girlfriend,
Between me and him, i managed better with girls while he was very shy, and blushes in any instance with girls,
Between me and him, back then, we always thought i will be the first to get married,
Finally, Between me and him, he is first to be married, with someone who he loves so dearly.
I am so glad and happy for him that he finally married the only woman to have make his heart moves,
The one that he cares and truly loves, The woman that are willing to give all her might to take care of him,
and for that my friend, in taking the big leap of mariage, i believe you and her,
in Allah’s blessing, will hopefully lead to a divine happiness with endless sweet memories ahead of both of you.
Lastly, Congratulation my friend, for your big wish has finally came true. I wish all the best for your future endeavour.
10/10/2009 & 11/10/2009: Khalifah Alam Maya & Virgobiru.
menyusun semula iTunes
Kematian si putih ibook meninggalkan kesan yang berpanjangan, salah satunya ialah database muzik aku yang sgt besar, hampir 20gb. Terperap di dalam harddisk siputih yg berjaya aku recover, baru hari ini aku siap menyelenggara dan mengisi ke dalam iTunes yg baru di install di dalam siputih yang baru.
Si Putih Lenovo yang baru dengan full fledged database mp3 lagu lagu koleksi aku! sangat best!
dan aku dengar dua lagu yg aku sangat suka dan teringin letak kat blog.
dari band The Little Willies
1) tajuk Love Me: ada beberapa part lirik dia yang aku suka
“Treat me like a fool, treat me mean & cruel, but love me… Break my faithful heart, tear it all apart, oooh, but Love Me…”
“I will beg and steal, oh oh… just to feel, your heaartt, beating so close to mine…”
dinyanyikan oleh suara lunak Norah Jones sebagai penyanyi utama band itu, dengan nada Mellow Country Jazz yang sangat klasik dan syahdu, ini la baru lagu jiwang killer killer punya…hahaha…
2) tajuk It’s Not, You It’s Me
“Who keep the fire burning bright? The one who’s losing sleep at night? It ain’t you….oh baby it is me”
“So keep the rose you never brought, keep the ring that you never bought, it’s all my fault, it’s all my fantasy…“
“Oh but i can’t give you no more of myself, cause i’m looking out for somebody else. It ain’t you… oh… baby It’s me”.
OH! this one absolutely my favourite! Lirik die mmg killer abis, melody die mmg sangat syok dgn Muzik acoustic yg slow-catchy!
Tak sabarnye nak tunggu album ke 4 Norah Jones bulan November ni! Norah Jones tukar main instrument dari piano ke gitar! should be damn interesting!
Sketsa Hari Raya
Aku pulang ke kampung halaman di bangi, dan yg pulang untuk hari raya pertama ialah, abg aku mujahid & family, Kak ifa & family, nurul. In total, including parents aku, ada 12 orang. yg x balik utk raya pertama ada 9 org.
Sketsa ketika hari raya pertama hari ini.
Lebih kurang pukul 3 petang…..Ada 3 orang kanak kanak datang beraya ke rumah, dan disambut oleh Kak Huda (isteri kepadang abg aku, mujahid).
Kanak Kanak: Assalamualaikum! Kami datang nak beraya…
Abg Mujahid: Eh budak budak datang la, Huda pegi tengok jap, sambutla diorang tu
Kanak Kanak: Assalamualaikum!
Kak Huda: Waalaikumussalam. Masuklah dik oi, kejap kakak pegi belakang jap nk amik duit raya, masuklah dulu…
Kanak Kanak: terima kasih!
Kanak Kanak 3 orang tu duduk, dan kak Huda pun duduk, dan kak huda dgn niat nak menyakat budak budak tu, dia tanya….
Kak Huda: Eh korang ni, datang beraya rumah orang takkan tangan kosong je kot, nak datang rumah orang, kena la bawak makanan makanan, kueh2 raya barula betul….
Kanak Kanak (dengan penuh keyakinan): ADA! Kami Ada bawak!
Terus Kanak Kanak tersebut keluar dari rumah dan mengambil sesuatu dari basikalnya.
Kanak Kanak: Nah, ambiklah ni, mak kita suruh bagi Nasi Tomato ni kat orang2 yang tanya.
Kak Huda: (dalam hati: HAAAA??, biar betul budak budak ni)
Kak Huda: (Masih Terpaku)
Kak Huda: terima kasih ye, cakap kat mak tau. (menerima dengan hati terpaksa, nangis dalam hati, sob sob)
Pada petang itu, mama dan abah mendengar tentang kisah itu, seraya
Abah: Haaa Huda kene abiskanlah nasi tomato tu ye, kang tak abis rugi plak, penat penat je “masak” kan…. (Gelak Gelak)
Mama: Mujahid pun kene habiskan “masakan” isteri…kang merajuk pulak huda ni… (Gelak Gelak)
Kak Huda & abg Mujahid = (Gelak Gelak, tunduk dan sambil memaksa utk makan nasi tomato)
Ha Ha Ha, a classic piece of story for our family story. Gonna be repeated everytime our family gather together! sure!
Adakah anda teringin tukar kaum?
Entri ini di dalam bahasa melayu kerana isinya diambil bulat bulat dari orang yang berkata tentang itu.
Aku sangat tertarik dengan seorang pelanggan di jabatan kesihatan pemikiran di hospital di tempat aku melakukan praktikal pembelajaran kursus perubatan. (jabatan psy)
Ini juga aku dengar setelah negeri selangor, lebih spesifik Shah Alam telah melalui peristiwa antara kaum yang tidak sedap dibaca di surat khabar, didengar dari kawan sendiri, malah lebih jijik jika melihatnya terus dii youtube! ya. sila search di youtube untuk video tersebut.
Aku juga tidak pernah terfikir adakah kita boleh bertukar kaum? Mudah kah? Logik kah?
tetapi, auntie tersebut ialah kaum India, dan dia dengan selamba berkata:
Auntie: “Ada orang melayu nak tangkap saya dan keluarkan semua darah saya”
Dr. SN (bukan nama sebenar): “Kenapa auntie rasa diorang nak buat macam tu?”
Auntie: “Mereka nak buang semua darah saya, supaya mereka boleh masukkan darah melayu untuk tukarkan saya jadi kaum melayu”
Dr. SN: “Auntie yakin mereka boleh buat semua tu?”
Auntie: “Absolutely sure”
Kami yang berada di situ: ” ?????!!!!!! “
Aku: “Mmg idea yang inovatif dan kreatif sungguh auntie ni, tak pernah terlintas langsung idea macam ni!
sila google paranoid schizophrenia
